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This had the effect of making me ashamed of my most extreme esthetic reactions.
Since I was a child, I've lacked an emotional epidermis.People who don't have depression are fond of commenting that many of its victims are gifted creatively, as if this made up for the sporadic visits to one's emotional underworld.When I'm well, writing is at the very center of my life and is a powerful force for health.This activity made me happier than anything I knew.The project of shaping the real world into a pattern that sounded beautiful thrilled me deeply and compensated, in a way, for the washout of a holiday.
I lived without energy, sense of humor, charm, or any of the imaginative spark that makes the future look like a desirable place to inhabit. At my worst, the duvet on my bed looked like a body bag and I was the corpse inside it.